Blogey oh blogey

I miss unloading to my blog every morning before work. it feels like i'm starting the day with less focus and loaded with unnecessary baggage aka perkara2 yg terbuku di dada. *sigh* wish the administrators didnt have to limit access to the net. wish i'd gotten the matter of the home puter settled eons ago. wish i had a more aggressive attitude towards solving my problems. yeah, its not just the puter, theres also the matter of the broken down aircond. its been leaking for months and i cant begin to count the number of times i've had to throw away those pails and pails of collected aircond 'water' lol. now it has progressed one step further..... it has refused to respond thru the remote and no, its not the batteries cos i've checked. so we still managed to get it going by switching to manual but now it's just blowing out air. as in an air blower and nothing with conditioning and cooling the air.

Hmmm.... i must get someone over to fix it, yes i must. but i've done nothing so far... and still doing nothing. its not about the money nor the 'leceh'ness of getting an aircond man over. *sigh* i dunno, its just weariness i suppose bcos we've had it fixed before, a couple of time in fact but still in the end i'm stuck with those pails and pails of water (yea i have this big unsightly red pail stationed permanently under said aircond unit). maybe its time we got ourselves a new unit? probably. in the meantime, its the fan in full blast and we stripped to the barest minimum. the heat is pretty unbearable these days. makes you sorta question about all the flooding we've been having. macam tak percaya plak with such drastic changes.

I never realised 2007 was going to start in such high high gear. so much work already and with just these pair of hands and single brain at my disposal. but come to think of it, its probly for the best bcos it helps in keeping me from pining for my man. my kids are starting to fully appreciate that old people still go thru the throes and agonies of 'loove'.... lol, the lovin' doesnt stop till the fat lady sings babes. but hey wait a minute, a lot of fat ladies sing well laa, so its not all that improbable now is it?!! so probly till pigs fly is more likely then lol.

Ahh this is what i mean about unloading my thoughts somewhere.. its just not as cluttered anymore and yeah, ringan skit rasa kepala ni. honestly, thats how it feels :) clutter, clutter, clutter... my ancient old brain's all cobwebby as it is. its feeels good to get rid of some.

AH was early today so i managed to squeeze in a 3k run this morning. now thats another feel good activity. i've been so busy lately my running has suffered but really, i'm not going to give in without a fight. lol the running stays!!!! but on the side, i dunno if its because of my increasing workload but i kinda feel i get pooped a lot easier & faster these days and not as energetic as last year. dare i blame the increasing years? is it really because i'm getting older or is it just an excuse i'm latching on to, like grabbing at straws? not that i'm not admitting to changes caused by age, like shrinking muscles, lost of tone blah blah blah i'm well aware of all that..... i just dont wanna use age as an excuse not to utilise my body to its fullest. gotta have more time to figure this one out tho. try out a couple of things before i can know for sure. but can one be really sure of anything? well, at least sure enough to be satisfied.

Ok enough time taken from work. we'll see if my new strategy of blogging works for me i.e. unload my thoughts to my redkebaya gmail addy every morning or whenever i feel the need, access the email whenever the kids are home with their laptops (or when i finally decide on which puter to buy), copy & paste the postings to my blog. it'll be updated in batches but its better than nothing i guess :)

Sheesh why cant i get this Full House tune outta my head. yea i think korean women are generally prettier than japanese (a personal opinion, no offense intended - just like i find body shop's spring orchid more pleasing to my senses than moonflower) while japanese actors are hotter. put 'em together and i guess the fireworks should be more spectacular. but whats with all these 'chaste' kissing from the koreans/japanese!?! its like watching 2 pursed lips being put together, takde feel langsung lol.

Yeah i feel good n life's great, syukur. and i dont need no valentines day to remind me of the ones i love. i love them every single day of the year and i make sure they have no doubts about that.

With every breath do i love thee :)