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Soooo..... the results of all 3 kiddoes are out.. finally!!

First on the list was AI and his near miss of 0.03 points to another DL. then came AF with a grade point of 3.4 something or other making it that much tougher for him to realise his target of getting a 1st class upper. and last but not least is of course AH with her still hot-from-the-oven pmr results. all her moaning & groaning the past week didnt really auger well but she pulled it off somehow and came up with straight As... yay.

Congrats babe.... 8 As!! you must've done something right even if you thought you didnt :) and of course babah will stand by his promise of a spanking new laptop for you hehehe.

I would've loved to have gone with AH to pick up her results but seeing for myself how cuak & gabra she was about the whole thing (the nite prior to the release of the results, she slept around 4am) i thought that maybe it was better for her to continue with her plans of going to school with her bf & friends; that maybe being in the midst of her peers was what she really needed.

According to AH they were all gathered in the school hall and had to wait for quite a bit because the overall results were only released after the straight A candidates were announced - all 70 of them. not at all confident with herself she was totally shocked when her name was called out... and from that point onwards everything was a blur. nak hantar sms kat kitorang pun terlupa!! in fact seems that while she was walking about in a daze, her bf was the one who was thoroughly excited about it all!!! hehehe... thats mek esoh for ya :)

I'm glad my girl's happy.... sigh... she's blossoming right before our very eyes :)

In the company

.... of turkmen but this time its just for about a week, i hope.

Just when i was getting used to having a man about the house again!! doesnt help that i'm also 'violently' pmsing :(

Gawd i miss u.

Kerja giler

....... agak laaaa. i'm thinking only demented minds would conspire to arrange up to 15 negotiations in a single day (2 of which is mine)!!!

Apa la salahnya spread it out in say 2 days or 3 for that matter? it'll be easier on the pengerusi and surely much fairer to the contractors. bayangkan the pengerusi's state of mind after passing the 10th negotiation? for all we know he might be seeing RED je lepas tu. gawd, i absolutely dont wanna be in the next contractor's shoes. memang kes naya!!!

But then again, i'm just the macai. what do i know?

Sigh... still waiting for my turn.

Weeding

Life's path is never smooth.... paling skit pun penuh dengan weeds, semak n lalang.

AI called me while i was out doing the groceries and in a rather dramatic tone of voice mumbled out something. i sensed it was something important but, because mama dia semenjak dua menjak ni dah agak pekak, for the life of me i couldnt quite make out what he was trying to tell me.

"Ma, i'm going to *mumble mumble......*".

And i went "Haa?"

"I'm going to *mumble mumble...* ma!!" he repeated.

And this time i went "Apaa?"

"Ish..... mama!!!!!!", and i heard him sighing looooong & haaaaaaard.

"What?", i was still without a clue.

"Potong stim betul la mama ni. ijat kata ijat nak kill myself la mama!!"

This time i heard him loud and clear and was shocked.... but just for a minute because i also heard a thread of laughter in his voice. laaaa apasal lak sampai nak bunuh2 diri ni? bebudak skarang memang senang2 je cakap pasal benda2 macam tu (some are even driven enough into actually doing it and over such trivial matters). my brains immediately went into hyperdrive.. takkan pasal gf plak kot ish ish!!!

Turns out he was EXTREMELY frustrated with last semester's results (released online); seems that he missed the deans list by 0.03 points altho his cgpa was still above 3.5. takpe la sayang mama, if you've tried your best then its just out of your hands. ada la hikmahnya tu.... maybe after 2 consecutive DL's, its Gods way of keeping you humble kot ;)

Apapun dont give up.

Owh and i do hope AF's week long rakan muda expedition out in teluk intan is going well. he tells me he's having the flu..... shessh budak tu pun satu, bukannya tau nak spread himself, mesti tak cukup rest la tu.

KIDS!!!!! a little bit overgrown perhaps but still kids heheh... muh babies -_-

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Love interests

The kids are all grown and i guess they're all going thru that stage of needing a significant other in their lives. its only natural to want to love and be loved in return i guess and i really hope they'll be fortunate enough to find someone worthy of that love.... like i have.

But its not that easy nor is it that simple... bcos even if you do find the love of your life, you then have to work hard at keeping it 'subur & mekar' and not taking anything for granted; something you're prone to do however careful you might be. it usually creeps up on you and before you know it you're both screaming at each other all the time. and i think theres no other way out of it except to stay thankful and keep reminding ourselves, "i truly am the lucky one!".

AF seems to have accepted the fact that its best to let things take its own course and that theres a big difference between being persistent and being pushy. girls hate being pushed into a corner, they really do and he's beginning to appreciate that. AI pulak is finally out of a relationship based on 'tak sampai hati' and is now actively pursuing someone he really likes (but who doesnt seem to be reciprocating). so hes being a little emo... sigh. right now, maybe AH's the only one in a 'happy relationship', until she gets into her 1st fight that is.

It's actually tough on mothers when they see their kids unhappy. bcos when they were younger, she could always try her best to get them what they wanted (within reason of course), be it a shiny new bike or the latest cd or another upgrade of the playstation family. but when they're all grown up and its all about eyeing that dream job or wanting that fantasy girl, then it becomes quite frustrating to be the one just looking by the sidelines and only able to offer sympathy & support. mana boleh pegi to someone and say, eh ambik la anak makcik ni... dia memang baik, tersangat rajin, teramat comel, etc etc hehehe. malu la diorang kan ;)

Doa mama semoga bertemu jodoh yang terbaik dan bahagia dunia akhirat!!

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