Weeding

Life's path is never smooth.... paling skit pun penuh dengan weeds, semak n lalang.

AI called me while i was out doing the groceries and in a rather dramatic tone of voice mumbled out something. i sensed it was something important but, because mama dia semenjak dua menjak ni dah agak pekak, for the life of me i couldnt quite make out what he was trying to tell me.

"Ma, i'm going to *mumble mumble......*".

And i went "Haa?"

"I'm going to *mumble mumble...* ma!!" he repeated.

And this time i went "Apaa?"

"Ish..... mama!!!!!!", and i heard him sighing looooong & haaaaaaard.

"What?", i was still without a clue.

"Potong stim betul la mama ni. ijat kata ijat nak kill myself la mama!!"

This time i heard him loud and clear and was shocked.... but just for a minute because i also heard a thread of laughter in his voice. laaaa apasal lak sampai nak bunuh2 diri ni? bebudak skarang memang senang2 je cakap pasal benda2 macam tu (some are even driven enough into actually doing it and over such trivial matters). my brains immediately went into hyperdrive.. takkan pasal gf plak kot ish ish!!!

Turns out he was EXTREMELY frustrated with last semester's results (released online); seems that he missed the deans list by 0.03 points altho his cgpa was still above 3.5. takpe la sayang mama, if you've tried your best then its just out of your hands. ada la hikmahnya tu.... maybe after 2 consecutive DL's, its Gods way of keeping you humble kot ;)

Apapun dont give up.

Owh and i do hope AF's week long rakan muda expedition out in teluk intan is going well. he tells me he's having the flu..... shessh budak tu pun satu, bukannya tau nak spread himself, mesti tak cukup rest la tu.

KIDS!!!!! a little bit overgrown perhaps but still kids heheh... muh babies -_-

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