December already?

I dunno.. for me 2008 has passed by almost like a dream. almost like grasping onto a fistful of fine sand and ending up with nothing but a gritty feeling upon my palm.

Its december already?

Almost 12 months have passed and i havent anything substantial to show for. i'm not any better, or richer, or wiser. i havent solved any major problems or created anything new. heck i've barely even touched my 'new' year resolutions.

I'm almost into the last chapters of my life's journey (to be honest, i cant even picture myself hitting 70), and all that i'm doing is managing!!

Sigh.

Its kinda sad that as i age, i seem to be bogged down by the mundane. i know the passion is still in there somewhere, buried deep, but i keep letting another day slide by without making much effort to go beyond the necessary. like a comment i chanced upon by a fellow blogger, i too need to be kicked hard into doing something meaningful.. an accomplishment to be proud of, something to call mine and mine alone.

I do not regret one bit doing what i do for the family because that in itself is meaningful, but i must make sure i also make time for me.

So, lets see what i can wring out of 2009. i really dont think i have that many more years to waste.

OUTPUT
AM - 3k/tasik/22mins