There are days..

A dark & gloomy morning..... the exact reflection of my mood.

Its days like these that makes you dig deep for the strength to see it through at least half competent. my throat hurts, i feel seram sejuk for no reason and AF's problems are certainly not helping. i have the misfortune of having people around me who reacts to situations, mengamuk sana mengamuk sini and nobody seem to give a damn about solving problems. tackle the glitch then get angry boleh tak? whatever happened to being supportive? we're always so very critical of the ones we love. thats why in the end i keep it all bottled up and dispense info on a need to know basis only. for better for worse, its easier that way.... biar sesak otak asalkan tak bising2.... i cant stand that. i slog on but will they ever realise that i am not as strong as i look ?

You gotta make your own sunshine woman... you know that... you've always known that.