This is it

.. enough is enough dammit!!!!

Lately i've been feeling fat, lazy n just wallowing away in self-pity. i dunno, things are not going my way i guess and topping the list is the absence of the hubs (sigh, i miss u luv).

I just cant seem to slip into 'chief caretaker' mode as easily as before and this lethargy is killing me!! doesnt help much that things start falling apart when i'm on my own. case in point, the flat tyre. haish mana pulak la datangnya paku gajah tu la weh..

Ok, having a flat tyre in itself aint no big deal i know, but throw in the absence of an important component in changing the tyres i.e. the locknut, and it becomes a horrendously problematic situation!! plus the fact that it was a rainy sunday evening, and that the auto-assist personnel that finally came to my aid didnt have anything remotely similar to the missing piece, which left me solving the problem on my own.

Gawd i was in such a fix!!! it was getting dark and i was running out of options. locknut? i didnt even know such a thing existed let alone how important it was. nor did i realise it was missing from the toolbox, and i bet golfman didnt either!! but thank god for the other beemer, and thank god the locknut for the 5 series is similar to the 3, so when rosli (my nephew) came to help, he was able to. with the all important locknut he had gotten from my house, the tyres were changed in a jiffy!!

Moral of the situation: Even small things play a crucial role in life so never take anything for granted.

The flat tyre aside, when you get to be as old as i am you know that nothing justifies the laziness & self-pity so after a while you start feeling pretty stooooopid as well.

Fat, lazy n stoooopid is definately NOT good.

So..

its time to take charge of my body & soul again. its time to appreciate god's gift to mankind; maximising usage of my akal *raps forehead - ouch*

"..God does not change a people's lot unless they change what is in their hearts...", Ar-Rad:11.

Aku mensyukuri segala nikmat MU.. yes, its not something to squander away.